The Waiting Game is the Worst Part

Sometimes I feel like my life resembles a Shakespear play. "To pee or not to pee." As you read in my previous post, I started my hormone on February 20th. My period was due yesterday but the hormone always delays it. Although I would like to go ahead and take a pregnancy test, I feel like I'm not ready for disappointment. In the past 20 months of trying for a baby, I have only taken 3 pregnancy tests. Two of which were a big fat negative and one of which was a dream come true. I am trying to not set myself up for a huge disappointment but it is hard to not hope that the little spermy and little eggy did their job. My friend wants me to take a test right away. She even provided me with one to take home with me. I don't think I can bring myself to take one yet. It sounds a bit silly but I'd like to hold on to my hope a little bit longer. So I sit and wait and contemplate on whether to pee or not to pee. That is the big question.